I'll probably be updating a lot more as NanoWriMo rolls around. I haven't started my outlines yet- I might work on them later tonight. But the topic of this year's novel is going to be alien abductions. :)

I haven't written in this thing in like 6 months. Anyone still around?

I'm still alive, guys. Just wanted to let you know.

The next time I go to Japan, I will be there with a purpose, not just lollygagging at the sumo, chasing geisha, and making out with shrine maidens. Also, not being yelled at by yakuza. I need to learn how to obey Japanese traffic laws next time.

If I go to Japan again, it will either be for work or study. and making out with shrine maidens.

Japan was awful.

I mean, Japan is wonderful, but I had a miserable time with the tour group I went with. It still upsets me now to think about it. I feel horrible about it. I looked forward to it for so long, and now I'm sorry that I went.

I'm still thinking about it now, and I can't sleep. I feel utterly lonely.

Not to mention that I lost my money and my mom's nice sunglasses. I'm so horrible.

I am lost somewhere in the middle of Tokyo and I don:t know how to get back to my hotel.

Does anyone know if 98000 yen is enough to get me by for a week and a half in Japan these days? I'm planning to try to eat as little as possible, maybe go to a nice restaurant once, and then there's souvenirs...

I think my cat has a toothache... I tried to tell my mom, but she thinks I'm crazy. Maybe I'm an overprotective cat mom, but I really think something's bothering my Hailey... She keeps rubbing her cheek against the edges of the table, and keeps chewing on everything, and she's drooling a bit. My mom is denying it.

It's just that I have a connection to my cat. Like when my mom got a new water bowl for her, she couldn't understand why my cat wouldn't drink from it. I knew it was because the bowl was too deep and too small, so when my cat tried to put her face in the bowl, her whiskers kept brushing against the sides and she didn't like that.

Anyway, I think I'll take her to the vet first thing tomorrow.

I am absolutely amazed by the plethora of phallic symbolism in Gurren Lagann...

*is hypnotized*

You know what would be cool?

If cars had swivel wheels

that way they could ride sideways.

and also, you can drive in circles

without spinning out of control.

I'm not worried yet, but I don't trust that anyone's doing enough to contain it. I just hope it doesn't interfere with my travel plans this summer.

スモーク　チーズが　ほしい　です！

によろーん。。。

I'm afraid to eat anything with suspicious- sounding ingredients. Like Xanthum gum.

I'm bored. Everyone, reply with something totally random, and whoever has the randomest reply gets a prize. The prize is my seal of approval for being awesome.

Hey guys. So how are all o' yous? I feel like I haven't really talked to any of you in ages. :(

I've been getting ready for my trip. I'm going to see if I can lose another 15 pounds before I leave.

When I come back, I'm just going to focus on music and writing.

And there are a lot of things I have to make a decision about after I get back. Things that I can't put off anymore, since I'm getting older.

I feel like I had something important to say...


But it's gone now.

I hope all people who celebrate Easter had a nice Easter. Remember, Jeebus died for our sins and now he's back in the form of an easter bunny. Or something. And... something about a cross... I don't know. Don't care, really.

I personally did not have a restful holiday, since I had to sing, play violin, and work.

So I definitely decided to get a tattoo. I'm going to hold off until after I come back from Japan, though. It will be a cherry blossom design on my foot/ankle.

I really wish I had something more important to say in this thing.

I am so tired right now. -_- I was going to write an entry, but suddenly I just felt like I hit a wall.

In other news, I am thinking of getting a tattoo.

I feel really scared and vulnerable right now. I don't know what's wrong. All of a sudden, the world just seems so heavy. It hurts.

Maybe it's because my dreams really are dead.

I feel so hopeless.

I feel truly anguished right now. I don't know what to do.

aiwritingfic, I got your letter! *hearts you*

Apparently it arrived weeks ago, but no one told me.

I'll write you back!

My kitty.

I love her to death.